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    October 10, 2010

    I HAVE MOVED ON. FANFIC 2 LOCATED…

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    October 10, 2010

    LADIES AND FELLOW READERS.

     I HAVE ENDED MY FANFIC “DANCE TO THE BEAST OF MY HEART”. I ended it weirdly because I lost the passion for it. I hope you loved it. I hope you enjoyed. NEW FANFIC will be located HERE.

    please support me again :)

    peace out. ZEN.

     
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    October 10, 2010

    Chapter Fifty- Two || Dance to the BEAST of my heart [Jay’s P.O.V] [Final chapter.]

    Days have passed and everything turned out okay. Yoona and I are now together and it has been five years. Dongwoon is not that happy on what had happened between Zen and Doo Joon but everything is alright. Junhyung proposed to SunHee. Their marriage will be at the end of the year. Everyone is now happy and Zen? She’s living her dream. Traveling around the world with her two best friends Deanna and Yoonji alongside their boyfriends Doo Joon, GiKwang and Yoseob.

    Beast is coming back with their fourth mini album mastermind and I will be releasing my first solo album. 

    And out story ends here. Oh by the way. I’m a having a baby girl. 

    (Source: yoondoojoonie)

     
    I'm cutting it till here.MianhaeI'm sort of not happy with this anymoreT____TWill make a new one.okaay?
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    September 11, 2010

    Chapter Fifty- One || Dance to the BEAST of my heart [Sun-Hee’s P.O.V]

    Chapter 51 Sun-Hee’s P.O.V

    **what you are about to read is my KPOP ADDICTION SIDE so please bare with me! :)))))**

    He kissed me gently. I pulled away and said “No, not yet Junhyung. I’m not ready for this.” 

    “It’s okay. I understand.” She smiled and hugged me. 

    “Close your eyes.” He said. 

    “Okay.” He placed something around my neck. I opened my eyes and it was a locket.

    I didn’t know what to do anymore. I just told him I’m not ready but i love him and I want to do it with him. I love him. 

    “Junhyung. I love you. Saranghae. I love you.” I said.

    “I love you too.” He smiled. 

    “I want to do it…” I shyly said.

    “Jinja? Are you sure?” He asked.

    “Neh. I love you and I trust you.” I added.

    He took off his shirt and his 6pack showed. I held them and they were hard. He’s so sexy. I sat on top of him and we started to kiss. We kissed harder and with passion and the feeling was wonderful. I felt his heartbeat against mine. It was wonderful. He carried me into his room. He put me down on his bed and he was on top of me. He started to take off my clothes. He was kissing me everywhere. 

    “S, here I go. Are you ready?” He asks. Not certain to do it or not.

    “Are we safe?” I ask the stupidest questions.

    “Yes we are S, are you ready?” He laughed.

    “Neh..” I felt the uncertainty in my voice.

    I felt him go inside and it was painful and at the same time unforgettable. He was thrusting and it felt good. I was screaming with pleasure. 

    “Junhyung! Palihae! FASTER!” I moaned and he followed whatever I begged.

    It was the best feeling ever and I’m doing it with the boy I love for 5 years. 

    “S… Saranghae!” He screamed. We were like dancing although we were dancing with our hearts. 

     
    CAUTION. VERY SEXUAL.
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    September 11, 2010

    Chapter Fifty || Dance to the BEAST of my heart. [Junhyung’s P.O.V]

    Chapter 50 Junhyung’s P.O.V

    I opened the door and someone slammed into me. She looked up and I saw the prettiest face. Obviously it’s S but why was she scared. 

    “There you are.” I calmly said. 

    “Wae? Are you looking for me?” She was panting. 

    “Neh, Wae are you panting? Is everything okay?” I asked.

    “Neh, everything is okay.” She smiled.

    “I missed you.” I said. I grabbed her and hugged her. 

    “I missed you too.” Those words made my heart skipped a beat. It’s making my heart dance. 

    “Yah S. When are we telling the others we’re dating?” I asked. 

    “Mollaseo.” She smilled and hugged tighter. “Neh, today. We should tell them today.” She added. 

    “Arraseo.” I agreed. 

    I grabbed her hand and pulled her towards my car. “Let’s go home. I want to give you something.” I said.

    We headed to the house but no one was there. It’s been awhile since S came here. I left her in the living room and grabbed some snacks and the gift I’m suppose to give her. I went back and she was lying down. She was damn HOT. She was wearing this tight shirt and short shorts and I couldn’t resist she was my girlfriend. What if?… JUNHYUNG! STOP. Jeez your thoughts.. 

    I approached her. She sat up and said “Saranghae”. My jaw literally dropped. I just couldn’t imagine her saying SARANGHAE to ME! I kept a poker face and smiled. “Nado Saranghae S” I sat beside her and hugged her. I pulled off and kissed her gently.  

     
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    September 7, 2010

    Chapter Forty-Nine || Dance to the BEAST of my heart. [Yoseob’s P.O.V]

    I didn’t know why I was crying. I’m such a babo person. I looked back at her for the last time. 

    “YAH!” She ran after me. I quickly turned around and looked.

    “Neh?” I said.

    “Wae? Wae are you crying?” She asked.

    “Yoonji.. I…..” I stumbled upon my words. 

    “Yah, Yoseob…. Mianhae. I’m just… I can’t get hurt again… I loved you… But I gave up…. you have a girlfriend and she’s pretty. I couldn’t just…. steal you away from her.” 

    “Yoonji… I never loved her. I only thought about you and no one else. I broke up with her because she only wanted to be with me to be recognized. Being part of BEAST and all.. I love you Yoonji…” I grabbed her and hugged her tight. She hugged back.. She looked up and said… “Nado saranghae..” 

    I couldn’t believe that she loves me back! I couldn’t imagine it but it’s happening right now! I’m FUCKING HAPPY.

    I lifted her up and twirled her around. I screamed so loud that people were rushing in! “YOONJI LOVES ME! SHE LOVES ME!” I jumped around the lunch room. 

    I realized that Yoonji opened her cellphone. Mine buzzed too. It was from Deanna and Gi-Kwang.

    The Message contains:

    From Deanna to Yoonji

    Please go to Zen’s house. We’re planning to surprise her! Please be there at 9:00pm. I know she’s sick but please go! Jay oppa knows :) and! Sun-Hee’s on her way with Junhyung! See you there! :) I have lots to talk about!

    From Gi-Kwang to Yoseob

    Please go to Zen’s house. We’re planning to surprise her! Please be there at 9:00pm. I know she’s sick but please go! Jay hyung knows Junhyung will be there too. 

    I grabbed Yoonji’s hand and made our way to Zen’s place. 

     
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    September 5, 2010

    Chapter Forty-Eight || Dance to the BEAST of my heart. [Yoonji’s P.O.V]

    Chapter 48 Yoonji’s P.O.V

    I was walking down the hall way and noticed someone was following be I turned back and someone grabbed me. His hair was golden blond, if there’s such thing. I stared at him. I wanted to scream but nothing came out. I noticed that we were headed to the lunch room, at that point I noticed it was Yoseob. They’re back?! WHAT?!

    “Mian Yoonji, I just wanted to talk.” He began

    “Boh? You dragged me all the way here?! Of course I wouldn’t want to talk to you.” I stood up and started to walk. He pulled me back and forced me to sit down.

    “Look, Yoonji. It’s been what? 4 months since we talked and it’s all because of my EX-girlfriend. i never loved her okay? She’s not even my type!” I saw the sincerity in his eyes. 

    “Whatever Yoseob, so what you’re trying to say is that you want to hook up?” I glared at him.

    “Anyi! I just….. want to be friends again because I….” I felt the sadness in his voice. He stood up “Nevermind Yoonji… Mianhae…” He started to walk away. He looked back and I saw him crying.

     
    short chapter.
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    September 4, 2010

    Chapter Forty-Seven || Dance to the Beast of my heart. [Deanna’s P.O.V]

    Gi-Kwang grabbed my wrist and started to pull. I didn’t know what to do but follow. He’s back and now he’s famous. 

    He dragged me to the parking lot beside his bike. He looked focus which was quite scary. I have never seen him this serious. 

    “Get on Deanna. Jebbal.” He said. I felt like a robot. I followed whatever he said. 

    He hopped on and started the engine and then roooooooooooooooomf off we go.

    I noticed that we were headed to the beach. What is he up to now?

    “YAH! WHERE ARE TAKING ME?!” I shouted.

    “JUST WAIT AND SEE.” Obviously I didn’t hear him properly. He was driving really fast.

    We stopped. We were on the beach.

    “Yah, Gi-Ki. What are you doing?!” I demanded. 

    “Just wait, where this.” He reached out a cloth and expected me to wear it.

    “Boh? Why will I wear such a thing?” I asked. 

    “Just, please.” I realized that I must be destroying his plan. 

    “Arraseo.” I sighed and I put it on. 

    He grabbed my hand and counted 10 paces. 

    “1…. 2…. 3….. 4…. 5…. 6….. Say it with me.” He said.

    “7…. 8…. 9…… 10..” I stopped and he then took off the blind fold. 

    I opened my eyes and saw the yellow orange sun and it was about to set. 

    “Yah, Deanna.. I know that I left 2 months ago and it’s been 3 months since we actually talked and I was thinking about everything.. about us. I remembered how I beat the hell out of Minhyuk just for you… After that day we didn’t talk anymore. And that made me think how important you were to me.. I apologize for being a jerk and for leaving without saying goodbye.. But now that I’m back I want to make everything perfect with you and me.. It’s just you’re special. Really, you are… and I..” He stopped.

    I stared at him. I felt the tears building up.. The sun set and I started to walk away. I didn’t know what to do. I was confused. I walked away from him but he caught up.

    “Look up.” He whispered. 

    It was fireworks. It had every color. Then I realized, I smiled. I remember that I told him I love fireworks and he remembered. 

    The last firework was a message.

    ‘Deanna, Mianhae for everything please forgive me..’

    and to think that was the last. He grabbed me and hugged me. 

    “Deanna, I love you.. Please don’t go away.” He whispered.

    “Gi-Ki… I…” I stuttered. 

    “You don’t love me back don’t you?” He pulled away. He started to walk off.

    I stood there. Shocked, then I snapped back. 

    “I LOVE YOU TOO KWANGIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LEE GI-KWANG YOU JERK!!”

    I shouted at him. He turned back and I saw his face lit up. He ran back and twirled me around. 

    “Say it again..” He pleaded.

    “I love you..” I smiled.

    He placed me down and held my face… I closed my eyes and there it was. The best kiss a guy could give. Then, the fireworks were back. He pulled off and said “Aish~ Mian, I bet Dongwoon saw us.” He smiled and hugged me. I laughed.

    “Deanna. I love you.” He kissed me again this time with more passion. 

     
    This is FOR DEANNA~!
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    September 4, 2010

    Chapter Forty-Six || Dance to the Beast of my heart. [Sun-Hee’s P.O.V]

    Chapter 46 Sun-Hee’s P.O.V 

    Class ended and I decided to visit Zen and give her the homeworks she missed. I turned around and saw Deanna. I haven’t seen her for the whole day and where is Yoonji?

    “Annyong!” I said. I was a bit excited to see her.

    “Annyong!” She was also excited. Well, that’s predictable. She IS Deanna. 

    “How are you? Where’s Yoonji?” I asked.

    “That’s the reason why I’m hyper!” She was squealing now. 

    “What? Boh? Boh?” I asked impatiently. 

    “Apparently, Beast is back and guess what? Yoseob came to school today. He’s the only one! Isn’t that cute? He came for Yoonji!!” She was now screaming. 

    “How certain are you Deanna dear?” I found myself quite weird with this. I felt excited that I could jump like those vampires I read about. 

    “Very, come and see for yourself.” She pulled me as fast as she could and we reached the lunch room. They were there alone! I could help but frolic with Deanna. 

    For that minute, I remembered Junhyung is back too. Beast just debuted and I bet girls are screaming and chasing him. 

    “Annyong Deanna” Gi-Kwang showed up and I felt so left out. 

    “Omo! Gi-Ki. Wae?” She replied. I saw that she was surprised. “GO!” I mouthed. 

    I started to walk and I felt someone was following me. I looked back and no one was there. I walked again and ran for the exit. I crashed into something, more of a someone. I looked up.

    “There you are.” Junhyung was looking for me? But who was following me? 

     
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    August 30, 2010

    Chapter Forty-Five || Dance to the BEAST of my heart. [Doo Joon’s P.O.V]

    Chapter 45 Doo Joon’s P.O.V

    I asked her to close her eyes. I’m not even sure to put it up but I gathered all my courage and here I go.

    I was going closer to her. I can even hear her breathe. I was going in. I kissed her gently on her lips and examined her expression. Her eyes were still closed. I kissed her again and there was a response. She kissed back. We pulled off and she stared at me. I saw the tears building up on her eyes. Holy fuck. I made her cry. What the hell Doo Joon. I’m so stupid.

    “Zen…” I said.

    “Yah, mo hae?….” She started to cry.

    “Mianhae.. I just…”

    “Stop.” She looked up and she hugged me.

    “Zen… I’m sorry…” I hugged her back. “Mianhae Zen. It’s just…. I love you.” She looked up.

    “Anyi Doo Joon. I love you.” We both smiled.